Bitter Sweet, 'I Love You'

By eddonthenet January 16, 2015

Those three little words that I have been waiting for so long. Those are the sweetest words that I have heard from you, yet they are full of venom that slowly killing me. I was confuse on what should I feel. Should I be happy? Or should I be sad? Knowing that those three word doesn’t mean anything to you. You don’t mean it. I don’t know what your motives are why you would say that nor tried to make me believe that you love me. For once let me be honest, I was hurt. I was badly hurt. I loved you and you don’t have any idea on how much I care for you. I felt betrayed because I know that it is very clear to you what I really feel for you. I felt like you took advantage of me and worst I let you to do it. People might say I’m stupid for letting you manipulate and use me but I can’t blame them for they were right. I become stupid whenever I follow my heart more than what my mind tells me. I should be hating right now but I can’t. I can’t hate that one person that inspires and the source of my happiness as of this writing.

By eddonthenet

Edd describes himself as an asocial and acerbic individual. He began blogging in 2007 on Blogspot, long before blogging became a widespread trend. Initially, his blog served as an online diary—a personal journal where he shared his experiences, thoughts, and travels. Over time, his blog evolved into a space where he could express his random musings and reflections. This personal blog doesn’t focus on any specific niche, but instead, it’s a collection of his diverse interests and feelings. Edd created the blog purely as a hobby, with no particular intention of aligning it with any particular theme or audience. It remains a platform for him to write about whatever crosses his mind, with a style that is uniquely his own—raw, honest, and unapologetic. Through the years, the blog has served as a creative outlet, allowing Edd to document his personal journey while sharing bits of his life and thoughts with the world.