Don’t ask me if I’m okay, because I’m not. I’m not that happy today since my half day leave was disapproved. Which means that I will miss our worship service today. What wrong with that? Obviously something is wrong. It’s a Sunday, the sabbath day and here I am working. Now you are asking me what’s wrong with it. I am suppose to be in the church doing my ministry and worship the Lord. But here I am, sitting and taking calls in my crucible instead of doing what I consider is most important things. Just hopeless and helpless, that’s exactly what I’m feeling right now.
