Finding my Solitude

By eddonthenet June 23, 2018 #Poetry

This is what I need right now. I need this time for myself because when I am alone, I’m free from obligations, I don’t need to put on a show, and I can hear my own thoughts. I need to be at peace with myself and Refill myself again with love and happiness that was drained.

It’s so easy to put up a face. Let everyone see that I am tough. You can call me an actor and I guess I have portrayed the role very well. But it doesn’t change the fact that I’m fooling myself. As the song says “It is okay not to be okay”. Admittedly I am not okay. I feel weak, lost and empty. I need to find my way back alone. I need to fix all my shits all ALONE.

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By eddonthenet

Edd describes himself as an asocial and acerbic individual. He began blogging in 2007 on Blogspot, long before blogging became a widespread trend. Initially, his blog served as an online diary—a personal journal where he shared his experiences, thoughts, and travels. Over time, his blog evolved into a space where he could express his random musings and reflections. This personal blog doesn’t focus on any specific niche, but instead, it’s a collection of his diverse interests and feelings. Edd created the blog purely as a hobby, with no particular intention of aligning it with any particular theme or audience. It remains a platform for him to write about whatever crosses his mind, with a style that is uniquely his own—raw, honest, and unapologetic. Through the years, the blog has served as a creative outlet, allowing Edd to document his personal journey while sharing bits of his life and thoughts with the world.